Goolooloo’s Crapping Point

Today i went to another session of therapy, however, seems not working out, leg still remain pain. Tomolo will be the last day of medication, if its still continue to pain like this, i might take the second steps, which need surgery! I scare pain…. Y is this always happen to me ?? Sigh….

Lately, business has been slow moving, as usual After June, business normally go slow.. so everyday i concentrate onediting /rearranging my NewZealand trip photos. REally found that we took to much pictures, and its kinda tough to arrange it! Fuh~ Imagine, 1 dvd is not enough, and i’ve already spend a few days for selecting nice photos only.. And i havent choose which photo to print out.. haha..

Weekend is coming again, pay day is coming soon too. Hehe.. I love pay day, cos everyone will spend more, and business will be good! hehe..

Something wrong, something bad, happened on my leg. In medical terms i’m not well in it. In my says, is my "saraf cover by the back bones". I’m just too surprise to hear that when doctor says i need to do Therapy. And in my mind, therapy is always for those who is old, or serious sickness such as cancer, or for those who got strock??! And my face emotion suddenly turn to very very calm, in fact the heart beat getting faster.

The appoinment w the theraphist was @ 4pm. Is a male theraphist. I wonder, wat will he do to me? Start wonder and wonder.. and he asked all sorts of question about my pain, well, i said where my leg pains..explain everything, and the therapy start!

I was still acted cool, Ooops, actually kinda scare, who knows is just like going to massage center. Haha.. The therapist actually explain why it happened, and how to avoid it in future. I feel quite shameful when he asked me about my weight! haha.. P&C ok??

An hour treatment gone tru very fast, feels so sleepy after tat. Anyhow, my leg still pain.  I need to take medicine on time, sleep properly, do not carry heavy things, walk and sit properly. I need to buy a new mattress too! Sigh!!!!! I’ve spend 200 bucks on the medical fee. This month i really broke, totally broke! Spend so much on my dog . and now i myself fall sick.

Dear all, pray for me, i’ll find my dog soon, i’ll receover very soon. Thank you~

Before i fall sleep last nite, i receive an sms from my BF, do i have a best friend? I replied, yes, of cos, everyone know who is my best friend. However, he replied me, No.. I am wrong..

So I start to think over and over again, we always receive forwarded emails, talking about forever friendship, talking about best friend, but does it really make sense? But one thing i might agree, best friend do not need to meet, or contact everyday. But a best friend is who we understand each other, and maybe when u r happy, they feel the same happiness, and when u are sad, they help to wipe yr tears and lend out their ears. Tat’s enough..   

Is tat really enough?? Another question has arrise. Sometimes, we expect more in everything. I have bunch of friends, from place to place i make new friends. I treasure all my friend, maybe i am not doing well enough.. Or maybe distance, i feel tat i really lost contact with most of my friends. Feel so sorry for tat, but i know they will understand.

So? Wat is actually BestFriend stand for? Everyone have different perceptions on it. Perhaps, i think i know who is real with me, and who is just a say "hi N bye" friend..

To all the friends out there. I do feel great to know u, lets treasure our friendship, do keep in touch! Muaks!!!

Everything back to normal, back to Sibu.. back to working life.. and sick is back w me again! Sigh.. Actually in these few weeks time as usual, lots of things happened. And i wonder.. could i ever forget the sadness and think of the happiness only?? I hope tat could be done!

Life in sibu is just as usual, work, eat, sleep, its just a routine. Just a simple life here..

On the 28th May, I or We visited to NewZealand. It sounds cool rite? HA.. i tell u, i am not happy for that trip, some sore lack of happiness. I also dunno how to explain, in fact it should be great, cos I or We , 7 of us, all the good friends, old friends, can go vacation together. "this is a dream for so many ppl".

Life in NZ is very peaceful, ppl mostly are polite, friendly. I like the environment, the wheater also good. The time we were there was winter time, So cold, the lowest -4. Terrible! Very nice scenery, so much wonderful places.  Good place for retirement.

So about d "not happy moments".. well, I celebrated my birthday at NZ, its the most simple birthday i ever had. Not making a complain, is because i couldnt celebrate w my dearest person. Also i receive a weird msg on my birthday, someone "culprit" trying to say stg bad about my bf. I wonder, why, wat is the motive of this person. Until today, is stil a big query to me. But since time past, i just let it fade away. The next unhappy thing, i accidently found out i lost my beloved dog. I was really unhappy about it..I’ve spread out the news, in the media, in the internet, throughout all the pet shop, but still i couldnt get my xiaohei’s new. It must be somone stolen my lovely dog. ITs really a bad trip for me, but i just keep myself happy, enjoying w all my friends. Luckily i have them w me, else it will be worst..

Now.. back to Sibu, everything back to normal.. No more holiday mood, but somehow still couldnt make myself happy. So much things keep surrounding my mind. Which.. unspeakable.

Today is Father’s day. Wish my dad, happy Fathers day eventhough they are currently in Taipei enjoying life.

Fuh….. leg pain is killing me.. I wil upload my picture soon.. Just wait ya!!!